بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم
salam and hello! to say it's been a while is such an understatement, i know! HAHA
things definitely changed a lot now. and for me, to start anew is not to simply get a new chapter. i want a new book altogether. hence, old posts are now in a private museum. no, you can't try to guess of how i was back then. because HAHA i was a laugh!
why should i blog when now we have fb, twitter and instagram kot? prolly because now im a student again, hence undeniably more free times, more times to think of crappy and not-so-crappy stuffs. plus, i've got so many things going on (bcos well im such an ancient whatever) that im afraid that my brain might explode. LOL.
my last post actually dated years back. when i am still whining about my exams. blurgh. such a whiner. getting anxious about an exam that (well not to brag but) i did quite well. if only i can see the future kan, takde lah i nak get whatever-sangat-can-you-just-shut-up kan? HAHA. i think if everyone can do so, there won't be any worries in our hearts right? tapi masalahnya (ok takde lah masalah besar pon), we are not in any position to know the future. we are not God. we are servants. the one that should be begging for love, mercy, blessings, rezeki, eases, calmness and basically-everything-my-list-will-be-exhaustive from Him. imagine if we have known everything in advance. nobody will be putting faith in God and rely on Him. but because He knows better of how forgetful we can be, He put us in that i-have-no-choice position and to believe in Him. after our efforts, comes tawakkal. because trust me, you will realise that in many situations that we deserve nothing at all, but we were given everything we could have asked for. all from Allah. because of His mercy. eh mcm merepek sgt lah kan. but hello, He's God and He has all the power in Him so percayalahhhh (nyanyi mcm Siti Nurhaliza).
so you people out there, never stop praying. you never know what is waiting for you out there. we may get tomorrow and may not. but why do we need to know about then when now is here n it's not waiting for us. pray, work, study, live the hardest for now. and hope for tomorrow.
till whenever is next time loves. xxx
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